Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Hate it hate it hate it!!!!!!
I super duper hate it when ppl mis-pronounce my name PURPOSELY.I dun think anyone would like ppl 2 call their name in the funny way.... esp if it dun sound so nice!!! It may b a joke 2 u but 2 e person involved, it may not be a joke AT ALL!!! my name is not tt difficult 2 pronounce.... if a malay teacher could do it, why cant u guys??? esp those who can n koe how 2 pronounce!!!! I dun blame those who really cant do it cuz they really cant.... No matter how u correct them, they still dun get it..... so pls ppl, be sensitive 2 others......
it's you that i treasure.. 5:49 pm
Heart pain, heat break n heart wreck....
whenever i'm faced with difficulties, i'll always rmb wat this 3 ppl told me..... it will always stick in my mind.... They were/are e best ppl i've ever met.... E 1st 2 were my late ah ma n teacher n e last one was my civis tutor last yr..... They were v helpful n they were e ones who helped me thru my darkest moments..... i'll neva forget their kindness n support they gave.... they brought me out of e darkness n showed me e path of light.... Juz when everything seemed hopeless, they brought me hope.... It was v touching but at e same time heart wrenching..... my teacher n ah ma are no longer here.... both my pillars of strength were gone 1 aft another..... e blow dealt to me was juz too big....Can someone juz help me???? At times, i feel i'm sinking.... sinking to a bottomless pit again..... Save me anyone????
it's you that i treasure.. 5:28 pm
Thursday, August 24, 2006
One wish down le.....
Yeah Yeah!!! i finally got my nike bag le.... Quite nice.... Love it lots.....
Though abit expensive but i feel it's worth e $$$$.....
I'm gonna stop bag-shopping for quite some time *promise*
Swan n Wei siew, thanks for accompanying me.....
after bag-hunting for sooooo long, finally got it..... Super happy n high yest...... (big enuf for me 2 dump all nonsense inside le.... keke...)
Sis, keep ur hands off my bag.... dun da my bag de zu yi wor!!! I'm not lending u tis bag 2 use..... too precious le.....
Wad a dat taoday!!!!
In sch, i KNEW BOUT A CHEM TEST LIKE MINUTES B4 E TEST!!! SO WONDERFUL LAH!!!
in e end dunno how 2 draw e isomers.... WAD A DAY!!!!!
then juz now, my new tutor super cool..... She's funny n can teach..... BUT she forgot most of e stuff le...... 1st lesson nia, she alreadi ask me if i wanted 2 continue...... cuz she forgot quite alot of stuff n feels tt she cant really help me..... DOtz Dotz..... e weirdest tutor i ever encounter.... but i could understand wad she was talking..... mayb i shd continue till e whole lesson is finished b4 deciding....
it's you that i treasure.. 5:16 pm
Love YA Lots!!!
Thank You Mummy for all tt u've done!! :) Even though we might not show our love for you (action speak louder than words).. Hee....Thanks for all e sacrifices u've made... I really appreciate them v much... i believe sis n japes appreciate them v much too.... We ALL LOVE YOU!!! Mayb u shd change ur mindset a little.... Times are different n things r done differently.... watever tt was not allowed in e past might have been allowed in e modern times.... Mummy, update urself frm us.... hee.....Thanks for letting me take up e tuition n acceding 2 our requests!!!! I'll do my best n make u guys proud!!!Good luck for ur exams too!!! Jia you wor!!!!
it's you that i treasure.. 5:08 pm
Monday, August 14, 2006
tired to move on..... tell me wat 2 do?????
as exams approaches, i feel the pressure getting on me..... it's really weighing me down.....juz as wat happened e other time.... i'm totally drained....... have been sleeping n resting thru last weekend.... think i had about 10 hrs or even more hrs of sleep.... conclusion---- still v sleepy n tired.....i'm super sensitive n allergic 2 exams..... the same things happened twice so it's quite confirmed!!!!! i think i'm e only person on earth with such a prob!!!! Class tests n assignments n watever.... i do them pretty well.,... come to exams, even e simplest qn or those i've done b4, i do it all wrongly.... wat a dumby i am.....there cant be so much n many of a coincidence..... FACE UP GIRL!!!! No matter wat u still have 2 pass this barrier b4 u can free in a while..... Others might not understand u but u shd neva run way.... u understand urself e best n u koe ways to find help n overcome these stupid barriers....Ppl might not understand wat u have went thru n are going thru.... But it's okie..... they've only known u for a while...... My dear frens who were there 4 me..... thx so much.... I'm afraid i might resort to my old ways..... i'm juz afraid.... i've been thinking bout it now n then.... Kill the thot!!!! KILL IT!!!!! i'll pray hard n at e same time work hard.... shd be alrite.... JIA YOU!!! :)
it's you that i treasure.. 7:23 pm
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Success...
yay!!! I've succeeded, cheryl!!!
my 1st attempt at cooking suan cai tang and i made it!!!!
super duper happy.....
if u wan drink, tell me.... i cook it specially for u!!
though it did not taste the same as my ah ma's but it was somewhere close to hers. ppl always take things or people for granted at times. only when the person or things is gone or missing will one realise it's importance. She did not want to tire us and always insisted on doing things by herslf.
for e 1st time, curiosity didnt kill the cat. i learnt how to cook a few of her na shou hao cai thru observing n helping her out while she's cooking.. i may not be a great help but i feels that she does appreciate the thought.
She did promise to teach me how to cook in a few years time but she didnt get to keep her promise. She was gone even before teaching me...
I truely miss her and all her dishes.... It was the best food i ever tasted in my whole life. It may not be a grand feast or food like abalone,sharksfin etc. It may be simple n common dishes but e hardwork and love she put in while cooking made the dishes taste heavenly.... those who had the fu qi to taste her cooking , it was ur good fortune.
She was the best n no one could replace her... She was our everything....
having lost her was like losing a part of us.... we were lost for a while.... it wasnt easy to pull myself together... she was my support.... it is still a long long way to go.... haiz...... :(
She will always be kept close to my heart....
it's you that i treasure.. 12:35 pm
Fun, fun n more fun
yesterday was a wonderful day... :)
happy birthday to u girl!!!a number of us went to sentosa for our 1st outing together at the beach....
wonderful, splendid, fun, superb, enjoyable... vocab limited...
though many of u guys din koe how to play volleyball but it was still a great day there...... Deb, i bet u enjoyed urself to e fullest yest!!!
Hk, be more enthu next time leh....
so sad lah when u din really wan to join us in the few games.....
realx and free urself man!!!! Hope u did enjoy urself yest!!!
abit dissapointing though... dun u guys agree with me?
Jia, deb n Ch???
no nice guys there..... only little boys.... :(
think next time, we shall go tanjong beach or sunset bay ba.... think there got more... hee... hee...
how's e kayaking?? fun?? did anyone capsized or any funny incidents??? if got, muz share with us hor..... waiting....
it's you that i treasure.. 11:53 am