Wednesday, September 26, 2007

It is indeed true tt a friend in need is a friend indeed. This is v true. Ppl tt one can consider as friends are those who will neva ignore u and will be always there for u no matter wat.
Fair-weather friends are those who stick to u as u're of some value or either there's some benefits in being ur friends. They're also those who will be the 1st to turn their back against u when u're in trouble or when u need someone to talk to.
Friends love n care for one another
I've met backstabber friends, hypocrite friends and fair-weather friends. They show their true colours much too often. Thus, for me, due to 'my experiences' it's not tt difficult to know who they are. Well, treat others the way u wan them to treat u. I live by this philosophy. How u treat me, i'll give u back the same treatment.
Well, i shall not let such ppl spoil my day. I'm happy to have good friends who will stand by me and show concern to one other. I oso feel proud to be their friends. They can read my mind. When i'm sad, i dun have to spell it out. They automatically will koe tt i'm not in a good mood and cheer me up.
Van, thx for the card. (though it's not even a chemistry eq) Geraldine, thx for being there with me tt time. U two are much appreciated!!! :)
Ying yu, dun worry. I'm much better now n will chiong for the last part. Anything shall find u or shu jing n rant everything out to u two. Hee. I've been trying to look on the bright side. I'll always rmb Miss Peh's last words. Though it was short but they have a significant meaning. I'll be like her. Strong n neva give up. Fight on the battle no matter wat.
it's you that i treasure.. 7:01 pm
Monday, September 24, 2007
I'm afraid of failure..
I'm not afraid of pain.
Pain has accompanied me thru my life so far.
Failure struck me a few years back.
Can pain be used to numb the feeling of being a failure n disappointment?
Mayb it's worth trying.
Am i a failure?
it's you that i treasure.. 6:31 pm
Friday, September 21, 2007
Yesterday was e last day of my prelims... Yahoo... I"ve a long weekend to rest b4 starting my engine again.. Life is difficult as a JC student.. Esp when u dun like e sch u're in... Tt's worse... Well, bout 1 more mth and i'll graduate frm tis sch and tt'll be true freedom... Bear for tt 1 more mth and i'll be a happy person again..
Slept for 4 hrs aft i went home yest.. Felt v refreshed aft tt. It's been such a long time since i last had a wonderful sleep. Soon it'll be back to my daily routine of sleeping late n waking up early. Time really flies when u're in J2. Before u can finish tis task u've another one coming right up. No breathing space.
I'm scared n worried. I fear tt my hard work might not be paid off in e end. Such uncertainity is demoralising. Miss devi, i'm so sorry. I dont know wat happened to me during chem. I din black out tis time. For pp 2 i tot i still had quite alot of time until e teacher said last 15 mins. But tt took me 5 secs to realise ya last 15 mins to finish 4 pages. so far, i think my chem is e most disappointing paper. Haiz...
Work harder next time n have better time management!!!!
it's you that i treasure.. 10:45 am
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Last leg of everything... Juz work hard, be more determined n everything will turn out well... tt's e motto i've gotta abide by till e end of A lvls.
Paper chase is heating up. Without tt piece of paper tt cost only a few cents, one could end up jobless n be poor for e rest of their life unless they can get tt piece of paper. W/o e relevant degrees n certs, u cant really survive in S'pore. This is 1 reality tt everyone muz face up to it. In schs, teachers tell their students tt academic achievements are not impt. E development of each individual n e cca achievements are as impt. However, if one don't have tt academic achievement, it doesnt really matter if u have cca achievements or watever not. It's sth tt quite evident in S'pore. No good results, no good job or sometimes no job at all!! Try getting into a sec sch or jc or poly or even e uni when u have poor results but have v good conduct n teachers comments n cca records. High chances are u'll be rejected by them. Wat more getting a job when u dun even have a proper degree. Who'll want to employ u?? u can still survive if u have not so good results or just below average results plus all e other good stuff tt i've mentioned earlier. Mayb still got high chance compared to those with poor results. Wat an indirect way of getting e students in S'pore to be an all-rounder. no matter wat, to survive anywhere not just in S'pore, one muz have lots of qualifications, degrees n all e good qualities tt employers look out for. In this way, one can then land in a job with good prospects n enjoy good life aft tt.
All this explains why more ppl are diagnosed with mental illness and more children are experiencing high amt of stress at a young age. How can one take it easy when almost e whole world is gearing up and moving forward at such a fast pace? Sucidial rates are getting higher, more ppl are admitting into e mental institues and higher no of ppl are seeking psychological or psychiatric help. this is worrying statistics. Ageing population and low birth rates plus increasing sucidial rates, this is a cause for concern. Based on this, i'm more certain tt i want to take up psychology! (provided tt my family will approve) This was my dream when i was in sec sch. If these ppl seek help early n there are more proper avenues n more professionals for them to seek help, they too will have brighter days ahead. ppl dun really dare to seek help as there's still e age old mindset tt if one seek psychological or psychiatric help, tt person is crazy n should be admitted into IMH!!! this mindset has to change n more ppl shd be more open to seeking help frm such professionals. They're juz like angels tt are being sent down to help e mankind. Parents shd oso not stress their young children too much. Let those young children enjoy their few years of childhood and not terrorised them with lots of tuition n tons of practice papers. Young children should be exposed to reading. Through reading, they can gain e various knowledge and this can help them when they grow up and cultivate e love for reading too. Let those yong children read n enjoy their childhood. Sometimes, too much of sth might have adverse effect and one can hate it instead of developing a like for it!
it's you that i treasure.. 7:33 pm
Without u guys, i doubt i'll enjoy myself in this sch. It's been a real torture. Thanks to u ppl, u brightened up my days in sch and brought much laughter to all of us. I'm happy. I dun have so much regret going to this sch as compared to when i 1st entered e sch. Life there was horrendous and e sch system simply sux!
This is one of our enjoyable moments... with juz e 4 of us n some last min plans to celebrate bijun's b-dae. At 1st it's supposed to b e whole gang involved. In e end, juz e 3 of us celebrating her b-dae + her sis n family...
birthday girl(bijun) cutting her cake
swan, bijun n sheryl with e 'bitch' balloon
bijun, greedy sheryl n me
We think tt it's was quite a success considering e time we have to plan n all e last min changes thx to ppl dropping out of e plan. think we changed our original plan bout 3-4 times b4 we actually came up with another plan n procced with it. Wat can one expect given such a short time frame? U guys screwed it up not us!!! anyway, we had so much fun tt day even though there was just e 3 of us!!! Bi bi oso loved e cake n was happy. So were we!
it's you that i treasure.. 7:13 pm
sorry.... it's been such a long time since i last updated my blog... e laziness + tiredness + no time tt's why no news frm me... actually round this period of time, i would be busying myself with tons of revision n consultations n all e mugging.... so hardly will have anything exciting happening. i just hope that all these mugging n effort tt i've put in will enable to see like quality results. This is what all those ppl who're taking their A lvls hope to see... I'm no exception. This is worse as compared to tt time when i took my O lvls. Less terrifying n stressful. This is like a nightmare n a story tt's waiting for us to complete its ending. It'll turned out having a happy or sad ending will depend on how much hardwork we put in and how we perform on our "big day". Haha..
it's you that i treasure.. 7:01 pm