Saturday, March 22, 2008
been a long long time since i last blog. was so tired almost everyday aft i knock off frm work. Work has been tiring not cuz of e heavy workload. Rather it was due to some ppl who were always finding some stuff to get me into trouble. Haiz.. Finally got e energy n decided to blog a little.. Hee.
A lvl results were quite bad.. Well.. It's over le n i've applied for the various courses for NUS, NTU n SIM.. I shall pray hard tt i can get into local uni.. I wont think about it for e time being.. It's saddening..
Went down to SIM on wed to verify some documents.. Been to SIM once cuz of my sis. The environment there is okie.. Juz abit confusing though.. the journey to e sch is okie provided u go there with someone. If not, the whole journey there is tiring n the place will be v far.
WEnt to Causeway pt n jurong pt to shop with Van aft that.. It's so fun.. IT'S MY 1ST TIME SHOPPING IN THE WEST N NORTH!!!! I feel tt tis is an achievement.. I've been shopping in the east n central area since young ma.. Im not a moutain tortoise hor.. It juz tt east n central area is more convenient for me.. hee.. Well.. Got a lot of good buys there. bot my pumps.. Saw a dress at fasion lab tt i liked.. but it's way too exp! so.. me n van are waiting for them to have sales!! i hope then the dress will be so much cheaper.
however the journey to causeway pt frm SIM was not a plesant one. As it was raining so heavily, we decided to cab down from SIM. To my horror, the cabbie was a weirdo n se pei pei... He started chatting with us the moment we boarded the cab.. THen he crap alot.. I was more interested in the way he drove rather than the conversation.. It was raining so heavily n i cant really see the road ahead frm the passenger seat. So i was so scared tt we would meet an accident as the cabbie was talking to us n looking at us thru the mirror. He was not paying 100% attention to driving. the cabbie told us that his father was swimming in the sea n swam to s'pore as he was being chased by sharks. How can a person escape frm sharks? it was obviously rubbish.. unleass that person has extraordinary powers.. well, for listening to his crap thruout the whole journey, the only consolation we had was a discount of the cab fare! it wasnt tt bad.. hee.. Van, u shd have said lesser than 10 ma! hee.. not e 1st time i encountered weirdo cabbie.. but tis is e 1st time i encountered a real crappy one! THANKS VAN!!! haha...

causeway pt (shopping in the NORTH)
one of the dress tt i liked! (the black belt was added by me as the dress was too puffy!)
it's you that i treasure.. 11:07 am
Saturday, March 01, 2008
Tis year might not be a 'Happy' birthday for me. i could well be receiving my A lvl results on tt day. If results are good then it'll be a happy birthday. if not it'll be a SAD birthday.
Sis n aunt have decided to celebrate my mum's n my birthday tgt tmr. (mon's my mom's birthday) So we shall go out in e afternoon for lunch n celebration. So it's an early birthday celebration for me. HEE. they wanted to celebrate mine on the actual day. But fearing that my results might be released on that day, they decided against it. I told them tt if results come out on tt day, if it's good, then we go out for double celebrations. If not, my aunt suggested tt we shall juz get a cake n stay home. I think it's better cuz i'll have no mood at all.
Well, my family have so far been quite supportive of me. They gave me strength n have been there encouraging me. If my grandma is still alive, she would have been praying for me everyday. Near the release of my O lvls results tt time, she was praying to the gods everyday for good results for me. In e end, her efforts paid off. It's her small gestures that touched our hearts. tis time, i gotta do it myself. i hope my sincerity would touch the gods and my grandma would bless me.
it's you that i treasure.. 11:17 am
Results should most probably be out by next week. Have been on tenderhooks for tis whole week. Cuz i was told tt results was most probably coming out tis week. Haiz.. In e end, no news. Looks like it's gonna be another week of sleepless nights again. Some of my colleagues told me not to worry. Cuz everything has been set. No matter how much i worry, it's not gonna change my results. Well, it's quite true. But actions really speaks louder than words. I've witnessed it. One of my colleagues told me not to worry n be so pessismistic about my results. They're juz nothing. He was quite pissed off with my attitude n stuff. In e end, when he got his results for some accounting exams which apparently he didnt do well, he was quite sad n dissapointed. He wanted to take leave. He was e one who told me to take it easy n be more optimistic. Yet, he was e one who made quite a big hoo-ha over his results. It's easy to talk but it's never eay to do what you preach.
Well, i'm keeping my fingers crossed. I juz hope that my results will be good enuf to qualify me for a place in the uni for a course tt i've some interest in. That's all i asked for. Pls grant me my wish. Ulimately i still hope to have good results so that i can pursue my dream. The path will not be easy but at least i'm willing to give it a try. I've come this far despite all the obstacles. I dont hope that i'll end here. I wish to continue so i really hope to be given the chance n strength to continue tis whole journey.
Work has been horrible. It has mayb gotten worse for this week as all e bosses were off to HK for conferences. Without the authority there, ppl tend to stray. Well, being the youngest n having e least authority there made me an easy victim for bullies. Tis the worst working experience i have so far. No doubt i have learnt alot of stuff at work but the treatment i've been getting was horrible, terrible. I've lost my freedom of speech n movement there. I juz feel terrible working there esp when my manager is away.
Van, u're much luckier. At least ur boss is there to protect u. Even when he's going away, he still sent bodyguards to help u. Hee. Only 1 devil in ur office. Ive like 5 devils in my ofice. Got alliances in my office de. My weapons n armour always running low. Everyday go there work n fight battles.
Well, Cindy is coming back on mon. I think things will get better. Hope she dun ask me for results. Cuz i've not taken it n i dun want to talk bout it for e time being. I'm scared tt i'll break down soon in e office. Haiz.
it's you that i treasure.. 10:50 am